I stay busy during the day to trick myself out of being upset. I want everything to go back to what it was. That's all I'll say. I am not talking about a relationship, I haven't had one I gave a fuck about in ages. I am talking about something else. Believe it or not, there are things more important than falling in and out of love.

Names you go by:
1. Jaynell
2. Jay
3. My family calls me Puppy, G and Coop.

Physical things you like about yourself:
1. My eyes. Not the color, the shape I guess.
2. My hips and butt.
3. My skin color.

Physical things you don’t like about yourself:
1. I have chubby little kid legs.
2. My hands are not dainty and elegant.
3. I would say my nose, but if it were any smaller I feel like I'd be a whole different person.

Parts of your heritage:
1. Sick
2. Of
3. Answering this question.

Things that scare you:
1. Mother fucking bugs.
2. Disappointing my mother.
3. The lack of respect for women in our society.

Your everyday essentials:
1. Lip balm.
2. Time alone.
3. Vitamins.

Your favorite bands or musical artists:
Of all time? What? I will do two lists.

Always:

1. Modest Mouse, always. I've been listening to the same albums for years and I can still find new things to love about this band.
2. The Flaming Lips, I love how they can be so perfect and so simple.
3. Tie between Leeway or Bad Brains. No need to explain.

Right now:

1. Beach House/Grass Widow/ Vivian Girls. They count as one cause they sound the same.

2. The Melvins. Ozma is seriously perfect.

3. Wale is fucking solid.

Your favorite songs (right now):
1. Travel By Telephone- Rival Schools
2. Scared Stupid Animal- Rival Mob
3. Gone Ride With Me- Juvenile

Careers you’re considering/ you’ve considered:
1. I wanted to be an astronaut when I was a kid. Even went to legit ass space camp.
2. Sociologist, not a Social Worker.
3. Professor/teacher.

Places you want to go on vacation:

Again? Only 3 picks? Man.
1. I'm pretty fucking sick of Europe so. Cape Town, South Africa.
2. The highlands of Peru.
3. The tiniest coastal town Alaska has to offer.

Shit. I am doing it again. I will never get out of this cycle.

It was, wait, it is in the high 80s today. Nahhh. I moved back from Africa for this shit? If I would have known I'd still in the in the jungle. I cannot win against this humidity, my hair will be frizzy and sporadically curly for the next couple of months. Being hot while sick is so miserable. I've been in terrible pain for the past couple of days. I've been sleeping, working, and sending dramatic "HELP ME PLEASE" texts to everyone I know. Disregard my desperation, I have percocets now. My last wisdom tooth decided to be difficult and grow all backwards and shit. Like it is literally growing towards the back of my head. Seriously, man come on. I got my huge thesis on Satanists back today. Got such a good grade, only spelling and/or major grammatical error was "jenius". Yup. This is my life. I got Away We Go and am about to watch it alone in my hot ass room because I am not anywhere near anyone I love. As soon as I made a Twitter I wanted to delete it. My username is alrightsure. I'll probably forget to use it just like my tumblr, lastfm, this, myspace, and whatever else I sign up for to occupy my time. Alright whatever. I have to study Acetyl-CoA and try to fall asleep at a decent hour. My life is completely unorganized. I miss my mom.