so i'm on a big clarity kick. i want every single thing in my life to be either black or white. picking up where other people are lacking, justifying other's actions ("i'm sure he didn't mean that"), excusing things on behalf of the other person is not something you should have to do on a daily basis. saying that, a few things were not clear, therefore i had to make them clear. so i am single. not, oh jaynell's finally single let's flock and send creepy messages single; but, hey i'm alone in my room all day listening to polar bear club and wishing i had better friends and movies, and reading theory books over pasta and thin wheats- single.
right now, i am interested in everyone and no one. you know? i hate when dudes get all cocky and think it's their turn in line once word gets out that you no longer are taken by someone else. how they assume that you're so lonely that you'll be willing to jump into anyones arms. ahhhh, no. having a boyfriend or male companion is pretty low on my list of things i give a shit about. stop sucking at life, stop thinking that i like you because i am a pleasent and comfortable; maybe even slightly attractive girl. sorry that you've let picture comments build up your confidence.
